home. doma. love.

one more day to go before leaving to m'sia.
yes. home. sweet home.
i'm fully prepared.
it's gonna be a busy holiday. if everything goes well, estimated that i only have 14 days back in m'sia. so i'm gonna make my holis worthwhile. no nonsense. 
i just love to be busy =)

had a second round of shopping yesterday. wooots! feel sooooo good to shop around =D
and thanks Irise for the give away stuff. i almost spent one lum sum on a backpack the next day but thankfully there's a backpack waiting for me to kutip. and Enci's puma bag also. so right now i can at least save some money to buy my camera and lenses.
Arep helped me figure out which lens i should buy and woooooooooooots :D here it goes:
1. 35mm f1.8 nikon lens
2. 17-50mm f2.8 tamron
3. 11-16mm tokina
i hope i hope i hope my mum's not gonna nag at me. i know. i'm gonna spend a FORTUNE on these lenses. BUT I REALLY NEED THESE 3!!!!


anyways. internet's down.
watched 500 days of summer today for the second time.
i like this movie alot. and i like it even more now. probably 'cause i could truely understand it now.
somehow some part of this movie speaks for me. that's what i'm feeling too. cheated? lost? confusion?  depressed? whatever~ 
i'm all free from it now =) i should smile for what had happened =)


had an outing with a friend and we chatted at Dunkin's till midnight. 
we came to a conclusion that, one party in each relationship will surely be taken advantage if that party is too considerate, and that party will eventually be the victim. the other will be the one getting off freely without getting hurt. 
so what say you? do we need to be selfish or being possessive in order to be secure in a relationship? will we ever be appreciated in being considerate? 
too selfish and you'll ruin a relationship, same thing goes to being too considerate too.
guess we couldn't escape this reality.

so anyways, haven't finished packing and yet i'm typing this in my friend's room. later gonna have a final gathering before all part ways.
gonna do some last minute packing later.

i just wanna be a baby some times. just wanna be cuddled in the warmth.