Tuesday, May 25, 2010

a big shout out to you!

stop telling me what i should do. you're not me, i'm not you. you're not mine and i'm not yours. this is how i handle my life and my stuff around me. so shut up.
i took the wrong step and i'll never ever fall into this. never.
i'm stubborn and this is me. if you can't tolerate that's your business. you should know it from the first day. i'll be myself. if you can't tolerate it, then it's obvious you're not going for the right thing from the beginning. i've learnt my lesson well.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

hey jerk, you suck.

efff you!!!! you don't earn my respect. we don't look down on you intentionally, you bring this onto yourself. you sissy. such a coward. don't cheat. well come to think of it, since when you don't cheat. go russianize youself, you won't earn respects from us. anyways your russian friends are treating you well, ain't it?

learnt a lesson today. all these once again reminds me that, it's nice to be cold hearted, none of y'all gonna gain sympathy from me. NO. NEVER. you die, that's your business.

bad things do come in a bunch. come what may. i'm numb by these anyways.
just don't screw up my finals that's it.

period.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Job's trials You've given to me are too much for me to bear. i'm left all alone all the time. i own nothing. i numb myself with materials around me. i can't take this no more. i yearn for love. i'm desperate for it. why is it i can't even feel Your love at all? why not even Yours? why is everything happening to me but not to others. why is every bad things revolve around me? i'm envious, i'm jealous, i'm sinful in every way. i'm on the verge to break down but who could help me? my heart is broken into pieces and who could heal it? who could tell me what went wrong?

Sunday, May 9, 2010

hot.tanned.sweaty.

and smelly too. lols. but i'm loving it =D. this is my type of weather.
now who says malaysia is hot?


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

a hole in ma pocket

it was a fruitful fun-filled weekend, from meetings with Ps. Daniel Ho, tamil cup, to shopping spree and lots more.

and this is how to keep a busy monkey happy ;)

and, offcially, i'm a shopaholic in need of treatment ;(

next in my list,

a timberland women's 6-inch boots. gotta own one before the next euro trip ( hopefully :):) )