I.AM.SO.DEAD.

never in my life i've encountered this before.
for the first time, i'm scared of stepping into the class.
i have phobia.
i can't concentrate well and i feel nauseated.
i know anytime i might collapse.

not a fun thing being marked by teacher.
i sleep for 2 hours per day.
no matter how much i studied, she'll still fail me.
others can't answer, they could still pass.

lost of appetite, had nightmares whenever i close my eyes.
i'm like a zombie now.
what's more, weather is unbearable.
two near death experiences in a day, almost got hit by cars while crossing the road.
text book is all wet due to accidental pouring of aromatic oil+ water while trying to destress myself.
have to break my promise for the things i promised to do.

bad things do come in a bunch.
AM ALL STRESSED UP.

gotta pull myself back.
miracles needed. desperately.
guess this is the only solution.
PLEASE WOULD ANYONE JUST PRAY FOR ME?

i just wanna get out of this cycle. ALIVE.