to a dear friend of mine, David.

hmm honestly, i don't know where i should start from. and i don't know how to tell you about it.
what i'm gonna jot down, it's all from the bottom of my heart.
i know this has been too long, but since i know you'll be reading my blog, i guess i should tell you this before i return to moscow for my studies. and this, would probably be the best way to tell you about it.

thank you for the wonderful hospitality that you and your friends had provided during our stay.
thank you for bringing us around for sightseeing and being our translator around the clock.
and most importantly, thank you for all the wonderful memories.

sorry i might have rejected you in the most cruel way. i'm not good with words.
of course i heard what you've said to me, everything.
i feel touched though, of what you've done. especially the night where you hold my hand under the rain, protecting me from slipping off on the muddy road, knowingly am afraid of the dark.
the sense of security, no other guys have given it to me before.
i felt the same way as how you felt too.

but as we all are mature enough to know that, it's impossible. even the distance speaks for it. and we barely know each other, it's just merely infatuation. it's only that 8 days we got to know each other.
i couldn't find anyway better to tell you this. sorry.

it was God who put us together and get us to know each other. it's not coincidence that bring us together.
hope our friendship will be a lasting one. hoping to see you and the rest in the near future. hoping to see Sian Sian too.

love and light, God bless.