Job's trials You've given to me are too much for me to bear. i'm left all alone all the time. i own nothing. i numb myself with materials around me. i can't take this no more. i yearn for love. i'm desperate for it. why is it i can't even feel Your love at all? why not even Yours? why is everything happening to me but not to others. why is every bad things revolve around me? i'm envious, i'm jealous, i'm sinful in every way. i'm on the verge to break down but who could help me? my heart is broken into pieces and who could heal it? who could tell me what went wrong?