egypt

and so....in a few hours time, i'll be leaving to egypt. blog is gonna freeze for a week.
having mixed feelings going this trip. happy and excited, envious ('coz i can't go europe), and GUILTY. i always feel so sorry for my parents. i'm actually spending their money to go around the world and yet they are staying put in malaysia, earning hard for our expenses and fees.
which is why, this trip i'm gonna pay 1/3 of the expenditure,which came from the savings that i have for my DSLR.
A PROMISE TO MYSELF: i'll earn and save lots of money for my parents to have their own trip next time.

believe it or not, i am actually reading internal disease while watching ghost hunters in youtube. such a nerd. i got so used to it and i actually think that, if i don't read a book while watching youtube, is a waste of time. wth!!!!! wenli, you are on a holiday now!!

restless

gosh... you just left moscow not long, and i felt so bored already! and i'm gonna blame you stupid weather!!! how am i gonna go out with this kind of effing weather!! i badly need to get out of the room! hmmmph!
i wanna go arbat to check out LOMO LC-A and some SLRs. who wants to go with me? no one? hmm..how i wish you're still here. we barely got time to celebrate after finals.

i wanna go skating!

i wanna go shopping!

i wanna snap photos!

so many things to do, so lil' time, so cold outside, and no one teman. pfttt...

i don't wanna be a couch potato after exams!

the number 23

yes. i am officially 23 years old on 15.01.2010. nevermind about the age. it's young at heart that matters =D.
was wondering, how many more birthdays do i have to celebrate with books and exams? sigh.
anyways.. thanks muchie for all the b'day wishes. thanks for the present and surprises boyfie =D, and thanks for the chocolate which wakes me up earlier in the morning my bro !!
and thank you so much daddy mummy!! for the money and the egypt trip!! love y'all !!

old habits.die hard.

should i stand firm on my principles of how humans should be, how i want things to be, or should i just join in the crowd? my mum always tells me jokingly, if you can't beat them, join them. or is she hinting that i should act that way?

i guess i just can't tolerate anyone around me. things around me hardly satisfy me.i am sick of this. i admit. it's not easy being around with me.

my bad. i can't change myself. i hate myself being a perfectionist. guess i am born this way. i can't do anything with it. i tried to be understanding. but i have my own way of thinking and i tend to want things go my way.

the list is out!

and so....here it goes. as i'd promised =D. things i want for my birthday/NY----->

1. DSLR (nikon D90)

been planning and saving for it for shoooo long.

2. chuck taylor all star leather black

i repeat. black. i'm fed up of taking care of my shoes from muds n snows.

3. rappaport stethoscope. black out series.

notice that it's actually black from one end to another? yes. you can't find it everywhere in russia. and that's what so special about it. i want it.

4. messenger bag.

preferably black too. the reason of buying a messenger bag? 'cause i'm fed up of taking another bag in my hand with my shoes and scrubs and labcoats inside!! i need a bigger bag to load everything.

5. pull over hoodie.

ok.no.more.pink.hoodies.for.me.
i just don't understand how in the world i ended up owning a pink hoodie. and now i need one which is not pink. i still remember the gray pull over hoodie which i saw in pull and bear with a cute maggie simpson print in front. regretted for not buying it. sigh. ignore the girl in the pic btw. but if black hoodies can make me as cute as her, i don't mind =)

you see, i have this thing for black. i don't own one 'cause my mum hates it. but who cares now right, i am saving my own money for all these stuff. but...i might not be able to buy all of these. haha..well at least just let me dream of owning it by blogging it down.

may be i can have one more wish???

owh. nevermind. forget about it.

=D

oooooh!!!!! the first entry of year 2010...i like the feeling of passing from 2009 to 2010, in just a blink of an eye. weeee!!!!

see the time of the post below. heehee! yesh. i've got nothing to do. lame.