i used to be so confident in class..wanted to be the best..wanted to know more than i know..love competition..but since 4th year started..i feel so dumb and useless..wondering what's happening to me, everyday seems like just another day, i don't look forward to anything at all. every time i wake up in the morning, feeling tired and zero knowledge since i can't understand 50% of what russian lecturers are trying to tell us, read books in russian wordings like a snail, and knowing that i can't interact with teachers during classes..i lost all my interest, lost motivation, i just pass my day as just another day.
i want it all back.the days spent as a 3rd year student. confident, optimistic, stubborn, ambitious, arrogant, whatever it is that makes my day a fruitful one.
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