back to being a loner

it's a good start. a good week.
still, there's some uneasiness going around. i still couldn't get what my heart's been telling me.
am i doing the right thing?
why things just can't be simple?
should i shun myself away from all these, and be how i used to be.
to be foolish? or be selfish?

please don't force the monster out of me anymore.