am all emo

thought of grandpa today since it's father's day. just realized when i couldn't find a picture of him to have it posted up on facebook. how i wish he's still around and i could take a picture of him.
sometimes i just wished you'd still be here to see me graduate, to share my passion in photography, to go for an evening walk. i don't even get a chance to know what you're into and not. who knows we might share the same hobby when others don't.
miss you lots, gong gong. 


just sent off some brats. all leaving to malaysia. and now i'm left alone in moscow :(
i wanna go home too. :(
arghhhhhh!!! missing everyone already!

this is the time of the year when

I JUST WANNA GO HOME AND BE A MUMMY'S AND DADDY'S GIRL.

:'(

if you ask me

again, my friend, i'll give you the same answer.

i don't know why, and i don't understand it either.

and i chose not to ask this question to myself anymore, knowing that i could never find an answer to it.

i've decided to take the plunge, again and again, knowing one day that i'll be hurt again.

maybe that's my nature, for being too caring. that's just me, i can't change myself. 

i could never.

i've tried being cold hearted. then again, only to certain people that i think who deserves it.

some people may think it's all fake, and some even think i'm up to no good.

all i could say, 

that is me, only to a chosen few. and i could never give you a solid answer why.

maybe it's just as simple as that, a word called fate.