starry day

seeing this,

part of me smiled

part of me ached

you don't know how much i miss spending time with you.

even if it means staying silent and not talking at all.

i still can't bring myself to do it

sorry

give me back my smile.

my biggest fear is, i can't forgive you.
tell me how am i going to forgive you.
and i'm so confused, 'cause it's not even completely your fault.


for the first time, i failed.
my life is crippled.