Thursday, January 20, 2011

silly me.

I'M ALL SMILES.


are you?
crossing my fingers, praying for the day to come.
imma surrender it all.
i pray it turns out well. 
silly. i know.
i am waiting.

:))))))


p.s. you make me smile like a fool.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

comment allez-vous?

i wonder what will happen if my brain cells have declared holidays.

in the mood of learning french.
needa use it soon.
and looking forward to.

=D

goshies am such a dreamer these days.
wen-li, exams tomorrow!

eggs can break stones, so do mustard seeds can move mountains.

because i believe.
and the more i believe, the more i'll work with You.

:)

and i think i know why i'm so calm now.
but still it's too calm. it's still too weirdddddd.

for You, for the trip, for our ostrye krilya :)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

bread crumbs on my bed

it's 5 am now and still i don't know what am i doing, sitting in front of the computer.
and i freaking don't understand what i've been reading all this while.
how am i gonna sit for my exams this coming sunday?
i have no idea.
and is it normal that i'm not feeling scared or panic at all?
what is happening?
I'M TOO CALM! 

this is weirdddddd.

and how the hell bread crumbs ended up on my bed?

Saturday, January 1, 2011

new year.

so here goes, marking another year of me getting stranded in russia.

without parties and gatherings. that's how i spent my new year this year.
wasn't that bad compared to last year though. 
went shopping with a cutie pie, which was rather potong stim 'cause all shops close at 6pm! (didn't get to buy my green color jeans!!! arrrggghhh!)
had a chat with a friend. it was a nice chat as we were able to do a flash back on what we've done for the past year, the greatest disappointment, and so many other wonderful things which happened.

things happen for a reason.
and i'm a firm believer that God brought certain people and circumstances into and out of our lives.

2010 was a rather interesting year to me, by far the best.
i've experienced what i've never experienced before.
i fell in love, then out of love. 
meeting interesting people around the world. 
old friends changed, made new friends. 
found a clone, a twin, or i myself prefer calling a sister :)
trying new things which i've never tried before ( which i'm rather proud of, especially tried ball games like futsal, basketball, volleyball, hockey, etc. i can't even believe myself!)
and finally realized what life really is, or at least i know better about it now and enjoy every single moment of it :) 
life is no longer just books and books and medical books. LOL
learned how to really love everyone around me, trying not to be as cold as i used to be.

the best part was during summer holidays, where there's a great deal of life changing experience :)

i had a wild ride and i enjoyed it.
i've always wanted my life to be interesting. and there it goes, my prayers answered.
and am looking forward to another wild year. 2011 you betta spice up my life!