i've got mail!

how funny is that, when i have the time and mood to actually check for my letters while waiting for the lifts, i won't get one. but if i just don't go for it, it'll come to my doorstep! it's not the first time already.

guess it's so true that, things come to you when you least expected.

and which makes me decide to just wait for my pen to appear rather than searching the whole room frantically for it. i shall sit/lie down and wait. hmmm...

( i lost my favorite pen in the room. i'm pretty sure of it as i didn't go out at all today! spooky~~)

when fatigue hits me.

still in a self-denial state , i am not old.

i just overworked myself last year.

in love with my guitar

OH GREAT! callouses are starting to form on the tip of my fingers. they are reddish and swollen. and PAIN. signs to tell me that i should stop playing for the day.

my fingers are so pain playing the guitar.

just bought a second hand guitar yesterday. i'm such a big spender these few days. i'm gonna suffer for the next few months. have to really go tight on my expenses. i still have to save money for my dslr.
i kept on spending for the past few days. what's more, sushi outing with my groupmates. shouldn't have done that.
probably got influenced by my mood. i have to stop spending. that's so not me.

我必须学会放开。

just realized how rusty my mandarin had become. but then again my mandarin wasn't good at all. seniors used to call me 'half banana'.
bought a LOMO LC-A RL yesterday. on trial now and hope it works well.

a hit on my head

i just realized that i've let go on stuffs i've been holding on so tight. lots of them. or can i just take a rest instead? i need a change. indecisive of whether to give them up completely as it affects my life.

gong hei V day

chinese new year and Valentine's clashed!!! &@%#$*&^*@!
what's more maslenitsa!!

to those who don't know what's maslenitsa is (i assume most malaysians don't know), check this out. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslenitsa

LOL, and check this out too. can't blame her, she just ran out of idea. and me too. www.dailychilli.com/buzz/2347-sandra-bullock-dyes-pubic-hair-for-valentines

lip smacking, tongue twisting.

ever tried using your thumb to dig your nose?
ever thought, why is it his-story and not her-story?
why humans don't eat through their anus and shit through their mouth?
why is it people always misspell the word 'tongue' to 'toungue' and Russians always pronouns it as tong-gae?
is my hamster having contrast obsessions?

well, it's just some silly-boring-random thoughts came popping out from the tiny gyri of ma brain. hmm may be thoughtsies are bored staying in the gyri too.
or is it me showing signs of the side effects of psychiatric classes?

humans need to hibernate too.

classes have started. winter is treating me badly. missing the weather in egypt. still on a holiday mood. and i can't believe i had the best winter holidays ever. fruitful~~

1st of all, Egypt turns me into a baked potato (i'm super tanned and duper happy!!! =D) and full of vitamin D to keep the other D out of me (i'm speaking about depression).
and winter conference, a great one. never expected it to be so good, honestly speaking. great preachings, speeches, great performances. i learn a lot.

free to fall

this is what i would call GIRL POWER. these bunch of girls, seriously, they totally rock my ass off!!! i just like how they play their electronic guitars and drums. awesome! guys may feel intimidated, but they have my respect. ask any of the girls who attended the conference, we are all in awe.
at one point i wish i could play the guitar or drum like them, and rock like them! yea isn't this has always been my wish? i've always wanted to learn things that girls usually don't.

okay.
updates on me.
yup. i had my holidays spent wonderfully in egypt. beautiful beaches, rich historical events and archeological sites, and not forgetting sucky locals. yes yucky locals. they can really spoil your holidays. i lost my cool towards the end of my holidays in egypt. some of them got scolded by me. the bus conductor, the tour guide, the 8 year old kid, you name it.
but well, sum it all up into great experiences =D

so, that's me, soaking in the sun.

and turn into a baked potato.

LOL. notice the different shades of skin complexion there?

lessons learned. never read a book with your sunglasses on while sunbaking on the beach. (but how the hell am i going to read a book under the bright sunlight?? pfttt.)

oh well, like who cares, i have a tanned skin now, i feel healthy and sexayy =P. rock on!!!

charred

just got back from egypt 1am this morning. too tired to update. i miss blogging so much.
glad that i escaped winter for a week. missing the sun now.