charred

just got back from egypt 1am this morning. too tired to update. i miss blogging so much.
glad that i escaped winter for a week. missing the sun now.

egypt

and so....in a few hours time, i'll be leaving to egypt. blog is gonna freeze for a week.
having mixed feelings going this trip. happy and excited, envious ('coz i can't go europe), and GUILTY. i always feel so sorry for my parents. i'm actually spending their money to go around the world and yet they are staying put in malaysia, earning hard for our expenses and fees.
which is why, this trip i'm gonna pay 1/3 of the expenditure,which came from the savings that i have for my DSLR.
A PROMISE TO MYSELF: i'll earn and save lots of money for my parents to have their own trip next time.

believe it or not, i am actually reading internal disease while watching ghost hunters in youtube. such a nerd. i got so used to it and i actually think that, if i don't read a book while watching youtube, is a waste of time. wth!!!!! wenli, you are on a holiday now!!

restless

gosh... you just left moscow not long, and i felt so bored already! and i'm gonna blame you stupid weather!!! how am i gonna go out with this kind of effing weather!! i badly need to get out of the room! hmmmph!
i wanna go arbat to check out LOMO LC-A and some SLRs. who wants to go with me? no one? hmm..how i wish you're still here. we barely got time to celebrate after finals.

i wanna go skating!

i wanna go shopping!

i wanna snap photos!

so many things to do, so lil' time, so cold outside, and no one teman. pfttt...

i don't wanna be a couch potato after exams!

the number 23

yes. i am officially 23 years old on 15.01.2010. nevermind about the age. it's young at heart that matters =D.
was wondering, how many more birthdays do i have to celebrate with books and exams? sigh.
anyways.. thanks muchie for all the b'day wishes. thanks for the present and surprises boyfie =D, and thanks for the chocolate which wakes me up earlier in the morning my bro !!
and thank you so much daddy mummy!! for the money and the egypt trip!! love y'all !!

old habits.die hard.

should i stand firm on my principles of how humans should be, how i want things to be, or should i just join in the crowd? my mum always tells me jokingly, if you can't beat them, join them. or is she hinting that i should act that way?

i guess i just can't tolerate anyone around me. things around me hardly satisfy me.i am sick of this. i admit. it's not easy being around with me.

my bad. i can't change myself. i hate myself being a perfectionist. guess i am born this way. i can't do anything with it. i tried to be understanding. but i have my own way of thinking and i tend to want things go my way.