where's wen-li?

i used to be so confident in class..wanted to be the best..wanted to know more than i know..love competition..but since 4th year started..i feel so dumb and useless..wondering what's happening to me, everyday seems like just another day, i don't look forward to anything at all. every time i wake up in the morning, feeling tired and zero knowledge since i can't understand 50% of what russian lecturers are trying to tell us, read books in russian wordings like a snail, and knowing that i can't interact with teachers during classes..i lost all my interest, lost motivation, i just pass my day as just another day.

i want it all back.the days spent as a 3rd year student. confident, optimistic, stubborn, ambitious, arrogant, whatever it is that makes my day a fruitful one.

of deers and trees with presents underneath

so it's a day of a kind-cute-fat-white-bearded-man wearing some red uniform flying from roof tops to another, putting down presents under trees, be it fake or real trees, and eating up all your cookies, which explains why he's so fat. i am expecting though, for him to come by since Finland is so near to Russia and i'm staying at the highest floor, which means i'm closer to the roof top heehee!

and...this means it's another year passing by, and another year older, and ALSO...exams are around the corner. totally mood spoiler rite? there are more mood spoilers to go.. line sucks, i can't even greet my friends and family online and was having hard time updating my blog. not to say Facebook!! what's more, all lifts are not working!!

SO ANYWAYS...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! ENJOY YOUR PARTAYYYYS AND CLASSES!

and happy celebrating in a country where locals don't celebrate x'mas like any others do.

x'mas, communism style, anyone??

house of hamsters

check out my hamster...she's getting fatter day by day. no doubt naming her princess hamstie fei por. LOL.
owh...so do i. fats i hate you.

CUTE!!! you fugly lil' hamstie.

yesss...it's a triad, ain't it?? ~stress/too free--munch--fats~

ish....manja punye hamster.

AWW...mummy so gonna love these 3 cute hamsters, rite?????

the ultimate shredder

for more than 5 %$^@#@& hours i've been shredding 2 @#$%*&^ huge cabbages!!! yes i know i'm slow but my hands are meant to hold scalpels, not knives!

the result: hands sore, and my mind just can't stop thinking for the best n fastest way to end this thing. i need a shredder which works like a superhero!!

nah...i don't have it. or may be...i can use my hamster??? she has sharp teeth. she's a witch. she has a big appetite. don't believe me?

see that skull?? poor russian fellow.

or may be....i shall use this

owh...can't see bucktooth??? nevermind then :P

anyways, it's almost done, and i shall get back to work

yesh, i'm sticking to the traditional shredder.

ice kacang shitty

friggin' cold russian winter!!! you freeze my ears off!!! Brrrrr~~~

i almost turned out to be like this:
cold, pale, lonely, hungry and tired in leninsky prospekt




I think i'd better gear up when the monster comes visiting us again!!

uhm mum mum yubba yubba

sorry peeps it's been almost like what??almost 2 years since i last updated my blog?! well i don't think there's anyone dropping by anyways.

it's been long forgotten, forgot my password, and i'm just too lazy to recover it.

anyways......

i'm back! life's been good. reading back the old entries..they sounded bitter. so many things happened after that, i changed my group, i changed my room, blah blah blah blah. had a fun and busy year which i think i did pretty well for such a tough year. and now i'm in my senior year which involves lotsa clinical rounds with all kinds of patients.

ok enuf said. out to photo taking.