Saturday, May 31, 2008

coming to an end...real soon

ahh~~ finally..it's over..did my microbiology finals today.
microbiology was never my subject. i hate it, i hate tiny lil' stuff & i really suck big time in it. it's all about imagination thinking actually how tiny microbes & viruses look like.
i like histology better ;))
well this time i'm not confident that i'll get good marks on this paper..dun think that i actually gave the best answers for some of the questions. was not studying hard enough i think...maybe i should blame myself on that. and wayyyy too much distraction during exam, people from all directions around me keep asking for answers from me..i was like..wth u think i'm what..the walking text book?! gosh i hav my own paper to do too! i have my own questions to deal with! what's wrong with u peeps? go study!!!
i'm glad it's over and i get to enjoy my whole day after the exam. gotta get some rest before i start studying for other subjects. 4 more to go but because i've got avtomat for both biochemistry & russian..so left 2 more subjects to go. yay~~hehehe.

no hot water in moscow due to some..err..some problems...they are repairing it or watever lar...the cold water was way too cold..but it's nice to bathe in it since it can really keeps me awake..especially during exams period and i'm so totally immune to caffeine nowadays. i know..i know..it's not good for health..but i'm just too lazy to boil water..and i can't possibly go on without bathing for the next two weeks right..haha
and i just realized how important hot water is in moscow..
no hot water + lazy to boil water = jumps like a mad woman on the bathtub when the cold water runs on your body

btw, does anyone has any idea on where to get good STETHOSCOPE with a reasonable price in russia?? help ask around can?? pls~~ pls~~ :D

Saturday, May 17, 2008

got tagged...

5 things that i did 10 years ago

1. go swimming (training) once a week,& also learn life saving
2. study (my primary school teachers are crazy)
3. watch cartoons
4. bugging my mum..hehe
5. play games

5 things on my to-do list today

1. go to the park
2. study microbiology
3. prepare for biochemistry test
4. dine out with friends
5. do some online readings and watch drama

5 boys that i adore

1. my brother ken-li
2. chace crawford
3. hidetoshi nakata
4. daniel henney !!
5. i'll leave this blank for my mr.right ;D

5 of my bad habits

1. never fold my clothes in my cupboard
2. procrastinate
3. prefer putting shoes into the washing machine instead of scrubbing it
4. likes licking the plate until crystal clear after meal.(only when i'm at home)
5. likes to bite off the dry skin away from my lips

5 places i have lived

1. cheras, selangor (when i was very young, arnd 1-4 yrs old)

2. seremban (with my grandparents,when my parents are working,arnd 3-4yrs old)
3. singapore ( arnd 4-5yrs old)
4. jb, johor ( still staying here)

5. melbourne,australia (for abt 2 months)

5 things i'd do if i could change the world

1. end corruption
2. defend women's rights
3. create new law
4. kill all the hypocrites
5. create new drugs for diseases

5 people i tag

1. dominic
2. josephine
3. lili
4. xin hung
5. -

Friday, May 16, 2008

ignorance is bliss

been having sleepless nites..tear glands been very active for the pass weeks.crying myself to bed seems like a normal routine for me. eyes swelling every morning i get up from my bed. chest pain which prolly due to lack of sleep and stress..feels like my ribs are tearing apart.the stress i'm having..i'm afraid i might not take it anymore...fucked up people around me..and finals coming soon. can't seem to control my emotions. yes, i'm not that kind of person who can forget about things easily...it takes time for me to heal. i've got to be strong...i really have to. i'll survive.
how i wish i've never met these bunch of people. and how i wish my brain works like the computer, one click to reformat it and all unused documents stored will be gone forever, backing up the good and useful ones.
well at least i know i still have friends who cares..especially my roommate..i'll feel fine the minute i get to see her.everthing's alright everytime i get a hug from her, just a simple hug from her brightens up my day. i can't imagine the days without her after she graduates. i just hope these friends of mine are not like those people who i used to trust, who once i called them close friends. i only left a hands full of friends..which i can't afford to lose. i wonder if they would do the same to me. sorry for not trusting, but i can't seemed to fully trust anyone anymore...
sorry suresh..can't do ur tags right now.i can't think of anything at the moment..will do it later ok.
looking forward to tomorrow's dine out with you peeps.